Infinity Love

One evil spirit,

destroying our world.

Our world that was you.

You, that belonged to us.

Our time was borrowed,

then without warning stolen.

We are bleeding through our hearts,

no patches to stop the blood-flow.

The hurt will go on.

Down on our knees we shout a prayer:

Dear Father, embrace our children!

Children that are yours now.

Our faith waivers.

No Father would do this.

In our prayer, we know the answer.

The horrific act was the Devil’s work.

God whispers that he gave you wings.

You flew straight into His arms.

We, who still walk this earth,

march to the drum-beat of your memory.

My road to you is marked with teardrops.

You are my daily loss here on earth.

In Heaven you are my infinity love.

There is only one way to carry on.

To believe in Heaven.

You could not be anywhere else.

THANKSGIVING DAY

I inhale the morning stillness,
and exhale the night's dreams.
Left is the now.
I am thankful for life.

Disposable

You pull me in
with desire.
You throw me out
with distaste.
I am a disposable woman.

Regret

Tangled up in regret.
Regret for trying.
Regret for hoping.
Regret for wanting.
Regret for caring.
Regret for giving.
Regret for trusting.
Regret for loving.
I must untangle us.
To not regret you.

Angels

You meet me here.
I meet you now.
We breathe this second.
Our deserted hearts taste the present.
Angels might appear.


Our skin leading the way.
My heart is drumming.
You breathe to my beat.
We break open.
Angels are hearing.


Tears of uncertain liberty,
vibrating with your pulse.
Water drops landing on my chest,
you drinking me.
Angels are gazing.


Our bare naked souls visible,
for us to seize.
Entangled in our mold,
we reach above the ceiling.
Angels are beaming.


Lips traveling uncovered terrain.
Rising love to come undone.
Fingers finding secrets.
Our hearts soar.
Angels are near.


I give you me.
You give me you.
Boundless night of us.
We know freely.
Angels are here.

Alone

My footing loosing ground.
My body shuddering for embrace.
My senses loosing connection.
My heart beats with crippled love.
No sheltered voice in my ear.
No treasured arms around my shoulders.
No long limbs to entangle.
No breathing in sync.
No us who were we.
Only me here.
Only you somewhere.  

Destruction

My scattered pieces gasping for hope.
Shallow breaths for your regret.
Your silence my unwanted answer.
No future in skipping heart beats.
Frozen blood stands still.
You walked,
I stayed.